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Leaves of Grass, Part 44 summary

Part 44 of 358 · Book 5: Calamus · 2 min to read the part

In Whoever You Are Holding Me Now in Hand, the speaker warns a reader that following him demands complete devotion and a break with familiar beliefs. He offers secret bodily closeness but rejects the idea that reading, praise, or study guarantees understanding, ending by asking the reader to leave.

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  1. The speaker warns the person holding him that he differs from expectations and that following him carries uncertain risks.
  2. He demands exclusive devotion and the abandonment of established beliefs, then asks the reader to put him down.
  3. He imagines private outdoor meetings where he offers a kiss as both husband and comrade.
  4. He invites the reader to carry him beneath clothing, close to the heart or hip.
  5. He warns that study and admiration cannot capture him, acknowledges his poems can harm, and again asks the reader to leave.

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